Khai: Ok.. This would be weird but do you know if any shop in jp sells stockings/leggings?
Me: YES VERY WEIRD. Try watsons for stockings. Are you robbing a fucking bank?

i know these thoughts and sentences literally don't make sense. i try to make sentences make sense all day but sometimes i'm tired, and feel stupid

selamat hari raya haji?

but i like this rolling stone cover.
obvs because of blake lively's serious boobage

probs because i miss eating ice cream.
why cant i eat ice cream?
sore throat, cough, phlegm.
coughing since dont know when.

this post is dedicated to agnes lin somean.
who is also coughing.

DO YOU LOVE YOUR PRESENT AGNES

so easy to switch off.

WHY
WHY
WHY

jens lekman
kaiser chiefs
the killers

my question is: HOW COME SO FEW?

MOAR
MOAR
MOAR

this morning i slept past my 7:30 conditioned intrinsic alarm. i don't even know if i used the word intrinsic correctly, but you know what i mean.
i think i'll give myself an hour before the studying starts.

so now since taylor quit rachel zoe, i have no one to admire who wears black and grey and white all the time.
im going out in homosexy rainbow colours today. fyi that was a joke



but i like the pink floyd themed mini in this pic i snagged from geraldine's blog!


you know if broken social scene came and yeah yeah yeahs are coming, METRIC would too in the near future right?
emily haines, hotnessss.

just look at her dress, fiercely gorgeous.



watch out cupid, money is a sick muse.
pull your little arrows out and let me live my life.

my family, just as i am, are not really concerned with meal times or even having meals at all.
hmmm. it's like i usually only respond to my cravings, MY SOUP CRAVINGS, to be specific. and these cravings come at inconvenient times.
like i recently had a very bad bad bad soup craving on tuesday, and i got instant soup (just add water) from the mama shop, BUT the pantry wasnt working godddddddammmmnnnnit.

i miss my family like shit. i wonder why they never seem to call as they used too. i know ive been a shitty daughter for hoping that they wouldnt call from time to time but i didnt wish for them to NOT CALL AT ALL. right?

look at my purdy baby sis, wearing my clothes without telling me. eating my corny corn,
im going to smack her cute ass later.



I MISS HOME

shitty love,
your quirk of a jumat.


ps
this was a very weird no-flow graphic-centric post

i miss jessie's snake dance.
i miss being maria's goalkeeper on lazy pe days.
i miss farah's infectious laughter.
i miss vithya's face.
i miss regina getting scolded by mr chua for the lamest things.
i miss sneaking off with syarah to do shit after school.

 what the hell is my tumblr url? 

my lj is too full of negative aura.

i dreamt that i was in town running around looking for gaga. like literally looking for a "thing" called gaga. not gaga herself. i remember rummaging through random things like bins, toy shelves and clothes racks.

it said:

"nilah lives in a villa &
soon became gilah then
she renamed herself lah-lah
and then changed her mind to
call herself fadilah.
Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaa!"

when there's a 140 character limit on twitter, eljay will just have to do.
fuck you @agnesdotcom. just fuck you.

lady gaga went out on halloween night- as herself.



a) that's so gaga to be unpredictable and shit.
b) that's ironic that she would want to go as herself on the only day nobody's supposed to act normal.
c) that's funny to want to blend right in into a sea of gagas. it's like she's taking her message of social equality into another level. right?
d) you would dress up as your favourite entertainment icon, if you think about it. and you can't say she's not dressed up what right. for a person to do such a thing, that's just so fucing thick-skinned that it's to be admired, not be annoyed at! she's such a fucking rockstar. i love her.
e) this needs repeating, i love lady gaga i really do. she's fucking nuts!

 

i wish i had a suntan. i wish i had a pizza and a bottle of wine. i wish i had a beach house. then we could make a big fire every night.
 
instead, i'm just crazy. i'm totally mad. yeah i'm just crazy. i'm fucked in the head.